Wednesday, 06 July 2011

  • Can't turn back now, I'm haunted.

    There's always that one person. No matter how many relationships they've had, how many times they didn't respond to your text, how many times they ignored you, how many times they made you feel like you didn't matter, how many times you sit on the floor crying because of them, or made you feel like shit; no matter how many times you say they don't matter. Deep down, every time that they text you, look at you, give you a hug, even just say your name; your walls break down and you can't help but be happy. Even if you don't want to be.
     
    Just because someone flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you. Just because someone likes you, doesn't mean they wanna date you. Just because someone dates you, doesn't mean they love you. Just because someone loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
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    You'll never understand how much you hurt me, the damage you did to me. Most girls would hate you for it, but I thank you. You made me realize no guy is truly a fairytale prince, so hopefully I'll save myself the next heartbreak. Thanks for giving me a reason to be cautious.
     
    You just don't understand, there's not one person in this world I want more than you.
     
    And life makes love look hard
     
    It's just a little too late, I'm a little too gone, a little too tired of just hanging on.
     
    So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that nighht.
     
    You pushing me away, pushed me into someone way better.
     
    It's getting hard to be around you. because everytime i see you, i see a stranger. you've changed, and i just miss the person you used to be. the one that cared, the one that wouldn't ever hurt me, not if they could help it. but now, now all you care about is yourself. maybe you never did care in the first place, i'm not sure. all i know is the person i loved so much is no longer there. nothing is left of you. everything has changed, and i miss the person you used to be.
     
    when i tell you i love you, i don't say it out of habit, or to make conversation. i say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
     
    You're so in love that you acted insane, and that's the way I loved you.
     
    Come on, come on don't leave me like this. I thought I had you figured out.
     
    I'm sorry, for everything I ever did. The lying, sneaking behind your back, the heartbreak. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I broke a perfectly good heart. If I could take it all back I would. I will never forget what I did to you. I'm so blessed you have a forgiving heart and you took me back after all this. I truly love you.
     
    This is the problem with getting attached to someone, when they leave you have nothing.
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    And I know that you see, what you're doing to me, tell me why?
     
    Girls want guys that call them beautiful, yet when they do, they don't believe them.
     
    I told you I'm not bulletproof now you know.
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    You fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.
    I'd give everything to be your anything.

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

  • Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

    When someone special walks into your life and is able to change things for the better, don't ever let them walk away.

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    Goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you, until we meet again.

    You're one of those nice things. The kind of thing that there aren't enough of. The things you just want to keep for yourself and wish they last forever...

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    This is my life, I've got the whole world in front of me.

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    Sometimes, you just have smile, and pretend everythings okay; hold back the tears, and just walk away..

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    As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

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    Sometimes the best way to stay close with the one you love, is to just stay friends.

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    Someday you'll realize how much you cared about her, and how amazing she really was. And when that day comes, she'll be with a guy who already knew.

     

    If you talk like best friends, flirt like first loves, and protect each other like brother and sister; it's meant to be.

    NEVER: leave the one you love, for the one you like; because the one you like, will just leave you for the one they love.

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    Pictures of you, pictures of me, remind us all of what we used to be.

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    No matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs, because I think love is fearless. -Taylor Swift ♥

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    Don't fucking judge me. You don't know what the hell I've been through.

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    No one will understand you like I do, see you like I do. No one will see the side of you I see. No one will understand how loving you are. No one will get my feelings for you or why I left a perfect relationship because I wanted you. No one will see you the way I do...

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    Sometimes you just need to take a deep breath, through your middle finger in the air, forget all bitches and drama, and just say fuck it.

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    I always try to be the bright side of your day. Remember that.

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    If I had my way, I'd spend everyday right by your side. And if I could stop time, believe me I'd try for you and I.

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    Behind every untrusting girl, is a guy who made her that way.

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    The worst pain for a female is when she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling, and sleep, just so she doesn't have to think about it.

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    Isn't it ironic how the only person who can make you truly happy, is the one who makes you sad and lonely?

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    Don't ever worry about things, that don't worry about you.

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    I know she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. She's got everything that I had to live without.

    I'm sorry the world is so cruel. Hang in there.

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    This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who care more about music than popularity. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

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    I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

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    Boy you got my heart beat runnin' away, beatin' like a drum and it's comin' your way.

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Friday, 04 March 2011

  • I'm gonna keep dancin' after they all go home.

    The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

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    Perfect girls aren't real, Real girls aren't perfect.

     

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    A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

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    I've learned I cry over the stupidest things, but maybe the fact of me crying doesn't make them as stupid as we all think.

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    Guess I let you get the best of me.

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    Forever Sunshine.

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    Getting over you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But it's what I needed to move on. Maybe we weren't meant to be like we both thought. We both have to stick through it, grow up and move on with our lives. It's the only way to ensure both our happiness.

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    I'll always care for you, no matter what.

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    When I held your hand for the first time today, I thought to myself, I can get through this.

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    No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get through to you. All those signs, chances? Wasted. It was as if you didn't even want me in the first place.

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    There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

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    I'm so sick and tired of acting like I'm fine because truthfully, I'm not. I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend, my everything.. and I ruined it all in that moment. And I acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did. But the tears are here and I now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.

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    It's not missing you that hurts, it's not being missed back.

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     Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.

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    It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.


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    Here's to the men we love, Here's to the men that love us, Since the men that we love, Aren't the men that love us ... screw the men... here's to us.

     


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    Gotta keep my head held high.

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    I can never change what has happened between us.

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    I try to see the good in life, but good things in life are hard to find.

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    Whenever life hurts you, dance.

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Wednesday, 02 February 2011

  • Stand up when it's all crashing down.

    Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

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    You know? She won't wait for you forever. Yeah right now it seems as if she'll never stop liking you. That you have all the time in the world to make your move. It seems like no matter how long you take, she'll be there waiting. Well one day, she's gonna get tired of waiting. She's gonna realize how stupid she is for waiting. You were her everything. You were on her mind 24/7. You were the guy that whenever someone mentioned your name, she couldn't help but smile. But that's all gone. What you had is gone. She finally gave up on you, and moved on to a guy who made her happy. Not kept her waiting for so long. And you'll wake up one day, and realize what you missed. & it's going to be too late.

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    If your in love with two girls, pick the second one. If you really loved the first, you wouldnt of fallen for the second.

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    So are you happy now? That girl that was so perfect to you, just screwed you over. That girl that you told me would never hurt you. That girl that you were gonna date in the very soon future. Well guess what? I. Was. Right. She screwed you over, just like I told you she would. And the funny thing is, you could've had another girl. A girl who would've treated you right. A girl who wouldn't have played you. Instead? You screwed her over. lol. Karma's a fucking bitch asshole.

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    You're my forever girl. I'm sorry you had to go through all this shit. I'm sorry he hurt you. I'm sorry SHE hurt you. I'm sorry that you fell for him. I'm sorry he couldn't realize what he was doing. I'm NOT sorry he didn't choose you though. He didn't deserve you at all. And she doesn't even deserve to be your 'friend'.

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    Honestly, high school really shows you who your REAL friends are. It's a shame to watch those who swore they'd never stab you in the back, talk shit, or do anything to hurt you, do exactly what they said they wouldn't.

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    Let's have a toast for the douche bags. Let's have a toast for the assholes. Let's have a toast for the scumbags, and every one of them that I know.

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    Life was so much easier when our worries were when recess was too short, desicions were solved by eni meani mini mo, only skineed knees brought tears, boys were yucky, and goodbyes meant tomorrow.

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    Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while.

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    Treat her like shes more than you want. More than you could ever dream. And more than she thinks she is. Like shes everything you've ever wanted. Make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind, she's more than just a girl. She's and angel without wings, she's the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses. Let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her. Call her everynight just to make sure everythings alright and to remind her you still care. Always wish her the sweetest dreams. When she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry withher, letting her know shes not alone. When she laughs let you be the first to hear her. When shes down help her laugh but most of all guys, when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes.

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    You're always the answer, when someone asks me what I'm thinking about.

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     I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiled. The one who could always brighten your day. Even if she couldnt brighten her own.

    Don't keep running back to the person you need to walk away from.

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    So complicated, look happy, you'll make it.

    Being happy doesn’t mean you’re perfect. It just means you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.

    Don't ever let anyone in this fucked up weird make you fell less than perfect. Their opinion means nothing. People nowadays are so critical. You don't have to be skinny to wear that bathing suit you love. You don't have to have the prettiest face for a guy to love you. You don't need the most friends for you to feel happy. Be yourself, not what others want you to be.

    Please excuse me I don't mean to be rude, but tonight I'm lovin' you.

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    I have a fear. That I'll love you way more than you'll love me. That I'll be completely heartbroken when you leave me, but you'll go on with your life as if I don't even exist.

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    It's almost as if you planned it. Like you smiled, shook my hand and said, " I'm about to screw you over."

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    It's hard. When you know you shouldn't hold on, but you're too in love to let go.

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     We're teenagers. We hate school. Our cellphones and us are a package deal. We won't always cooperate or listen. Sleep and food are our best friends. Real friends are harder to find than the answers on our tests. We're not always smiling and happy. Please don't expect too much from us. We'll grow up someday, but for now, just let us enjoy our lives.

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    Lady Gaga taught me it's okay to be different. Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks. Eminem taught me life is hard, but you can make it through. Taylor swift taught me that not every guy is going to treat me right. Michael Jackson taught me to love everyone around me. Music taught me how to live.

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    You eat? You're fat. You don't eat? You're a freak. You drink? You're an alcoholic. You don't drink? You're a pussy. You read? You're a nerd. You don't read? You're stupid. You tell a secret? You're an attention seeker. You don't tell a secret? You're still attention seeking. You let someone in? You're easy. You don't let someone in? You're too uptight. You smoke? You think you're cool. You don't smoke? You're a loser. You have sex? You're a slut. You haven't had sex? You're a frigid little bitch. You wear make up? You're a slag. You don't wear make up? You're ugly. You can't please everyone. Ever.

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    Do I have to spell it out? Or scream it in your face? The chemistry between us, can destroy this place.

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    Everybody wants happiness, but no one wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow, without a little rain.


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Sunday, 02 January 2011

  • Sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye, <3.

    When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

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    Never tell me the sky is the limit when there's footprints on the moon.

    When people tell me I can't, it makes me wanna try ten times more.

    I still wonder how guys can be so blind-sighted by a bitchy girl hidden behind a pretty face, & completely ignore the one right in front if him who would treat him like he was her everything. Like he truly meant the world to her. The girl who would do anything for him. The girl that would drop everything she's doing to help him if he needed it. How can guys completely reject girls like her, but fall so hard & fast for the ones who don't even care, & play with their feelings. 

    I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, and let go of some things I've loved, to get to the other side, I  guess it's gonna break me down, like falling when you try to fly, it's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.

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    I'm so fed up with liking those guys who are too young & immature to care, those ones who say they have feelings for you, but tell all their friends another story. Those guys who say they're 'focused' on you, when really you're just in their backpocket along with 10 other girls. It sucks because I can't blame anyone else but myself, for letting myself fall for the wrong guys. Over and over again.

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    Sometimes, all it takes is that one person to come along and say ' I understand' or ' I'm here for you' to make you realize you aren't alone in this crazy fucked up world. You have that one other person, who feels what you feel and that's all it takes for you to feel comforted for once in your life.

    Never regret something that once made you smile. It was completely worth it.

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    My biggest fear when it comes to you is rejection. I'm scared to tell you how I really feel because I'm afraid you won't feel the same about me. I'm afraid that i'll make a complete idiot out of myself if I tell you that I have feelings for you, that you mean so much to me. That I get so jealous when other girls like you. I sit here, hoping, that you'll make the first move and you'll tell me that you have feelings for me, that you care for me more than any girl you've ever talked to or has liked you. That you truly love me. & I can say back in complete confidence, I love you too.

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    Sometimes you gotta throw you hands up in the air, say ayoo & just let go. You gotta celebrate & live your life, sayin' ayoo & just lettin' go. Go rock that club, party all night. Just light it up, like it's dynamite.

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    I see sparks fly, whenever you smile.

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    Don't listen to people when they say you've changed. It just means you've stopped living life the way they do. You've become your own person.

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    I've learned that just because people argue, doesn't mean that they don't love each other. & just because people don't  fight, doesn't mean they do. I've learned that the word 'love' has many different meanings, and it loses its value when it's over used. I've learned that you should never be top eager to find out a secret, it could change your life forever. I learned so much, but yet I don't listen to half of it.

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    Past is experience, Present is experiment and Future is expectation. Use your experience in your experiments to achieve your expectations.

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    She tends to hold on to guys, even after they're over. She'll think of 324733 reasons why he won't answer. She'll look at old pictures of both of them & smile and maybe even shed a tear or two. She'll reread old texts that she saved and just break down crying. She'll remember the nights that couldn't have gone anymore perfect, and stop. Its then she realizes sitting here wishing for the past will never help her future. It's then that she learns it's okay to have feelings, but at the same time it's even better to let go.

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    Teenage girls have more pressure than any other age or gender. They're pressured to look their best to compete with those popular girls, who seem to just wake up perfect.  They're pressured to act the way everyone wants them to act, so they fit in. They're pressured with friends, whether to follow those popular girls who suddenly want to be your friend, or to stick with the ones who have been with you through everything. They're pressured to make decisions that you thought only happened in textbooks, like drugs and alcohol. They're pressured with guys, from thinking they're in love to heartbreaks. They have 7 years of this & yet they get through it all, & live to tell their story. 

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    They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need, please stay as long as you need, can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I will never leave, please stay forever with me.

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    Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't let go? That one who always begs for another chance, & you seem to always let them have it? & no matter how many times you tell yourself this is the last chance, there's always another one waiting for them. That person who you know you're better off without but can't let go cause you don't knwo what you'd do without them? That one person who you KNOW doesn't deserve you, but you choose to ingnore what you know & love.

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    Easy is to judge the mistakes of others. Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes. Easy is to set rules. Difficult is to follow them. Easy is to promise something to someone. Difficult is to fulfill that promise. Everything in life we think is easy, comes with a challenge.

    Insanity: Doing something over and over again and expecting different results.









     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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